I can’t believe it’s been six months.
I feel like it’s been a life time without you Derek. I wish I could go back in time and just be snuggled up on the couch watching cops with you talking about life. I would have stayed the night like you begged me to if I knew it’d be the last time I saw you. I would have never let you go. I’m so greatful to have known you, but each and every single day is a struggle without you. I try my best to keep a smile on my face because I know thats what you want. But just know the things you tought me I will carry forever. You are home now. Rest easy, my sweet sweet angel.
“Sorry, I’ve never told you, all I wanted to say
And now it’s too late to hold you
‘Cause you’ve flown away
So far away
Never had I imagined
… Living without your smile
Feelin’ and knowing you, hear me
It keeps me alive.
And I know you’re shining down on me from Heaven
Like so many friends we’ve lost along the way
And I know eventually we’ll be together
One sweet day
Eventually I’ll see you in Heaven”
And now it’s too late to hold you
‘Cause you’ve flown away
So far away
Never had I imagined
… Living without your smile
Feelin’ and knowing you, hear me
It keeps me alive.
And I know you’re shining down on me from Heaven
Like so many friends we’ve lost along the way
And I know eventually we’ll be together
One sweet day
Eventually I’ll see you in Heaven”
